●---JEALOUS---
long time nvr post ler. tml is celebration of national day. this year not really looking forward. SIGH.... i dono y i will keep thinking of it. yts, go temple cause of my god-father birthday then must go pray. then at there eat dinner lor, counted as eat save money. then so lucky c ys n kelvin at there with their lion dance group. then at there c what they do lor. quite boring lar.Today during emath. ys go take my correction liuqid then go waste. everything come out then u go make on ys hand. then he foce me go play basketball. then i don want then i faster run away. then dono he really one person at there wait anot? another thing is, i have tell my nuer don think so much. but i still miss it. the time we had. i have been waiting waiting waiting waiting.... waiting for you to turn back n look at me. but i know that wont happen unless miracle really happen. i am jealous of ppl who have their partern but i don have. just have heart pain.... i trying to distract myself from doing something stupid. i tell myself don want to think u anymore. but i just cannot do it. 2nd is my friend trouble. hope the thing don really come true. if true, hope thing will go smoothly to you. u everytime ask me find another person. well is just difficult to. plus i am a different person from other ppl. not really many ppl will put up with me. my trouble, my problem, my attitude. i don really know who i am know. don say other ppl will understand me. sigh hope u will turn back to me. just say anything u want to me. i don really mind. suffering all inside don let anyone know. act blur dumb. mayb is the only way to survive now........................
I think I'm moving, ,
but I go nowhere
